“For a long time it had seemed to me that life was about to begin-real life. But there was always some obstacle in the way. Something to be got through first, some unfinished business, time still to be served, a debt to be paid. Then life would begin. At last it dawned on me that these obstacles were my life.” -FR. Alfred D’Souza
I am struggling today. I am overwhelmed with thoughts and emotions that are negative. I know I work somewhere that is not my forever job. I know that I am going to school and learning about becoming a teacher when I am not sure that is what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I have no idea what I am doing.
“The architecture of how we live our lives are badly in need of renovation and repair. What we value is out of sync with our lives. Too many of us leave our lives-and, in fact, our souls-behind when we go to work”. -Arianna Huffington
I leave my life and my soul when I go to work. When I come back to my life I think about work. I am constantly thinking or going to work. However, I am at peace when I am making money. Unfortunately, it is at a job in which I kind of despise. There are many positive attributions to this job like meeting new people. However, sometimes that is also the down side.
So, what am I going to do about it? Well today, I am going to go to the book store and look at books. I am going to take myself on a book date because I deserve it.